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    Friday, December 09, 2011
    Girls Generation 2011 Tour - Singapore


    Today was one of the best days of my life. I still can't believe I actually attended a Girls Generation/SNSD solo concert in Singapore, where it's just my 9 girls and no one else. Just my 9 goddesses on stage, singing and dancing, giving our fanservice. Just Sones as audiences, fanchanting and screaming with all our might, waving our pink lightsticks frantically in the air. 111209 was all about 9 and pink.

    More photos can be found here: http://imgur.com/a/5MZya

    Went early at around 4 to live in the excited atmosphere at the stadium! Collected my Sunny towel and badge, and went to buy the official lightsticks too. What's a Soshi concert without lightsticks?



    Loitered around, met Steph; Alicia and Krystel etc., and then finally I could enter the stadium.


    Cuz I really had not much idea of the seating layout, I realised that I had a FIRST ROW seat! &It was right in front of the extended stage which meant awesome fanservice from the girls! Unfortunately, there was a weirdass sandbag-thing hanging right in front of me, so this thing and its ropes spoilt quite a few of my otherwise clear and HQ photos :(


    Made a fanboard for Sunny too. It says 주부애써니, which is short form for "Cuteness that Calls for a Punch (C.C.P.) , Sunny" in Korean :) It's her aegyo thing which makes you cringe heh.

    Rachel and Madel came and we were getting excited woohoooo! Madel&I are Sunny fans while Rach's a Hyo fan, but we teamed up together to cheer for Sunny&Hyo ;) Madel and I were really loud cuz we had training from Guides, so we helped Rach to cheer for Hyo too!




    Started with Genie Concert version as usual. The girls were in this diamond-shaped box thingy, and when its sides opened, they were seated on the steps in the diamond! It was really cool and was quite an amazing sight to behold! They were wearing white lacy clothing, which was very pretty and made them look quite innocent :)


    Then was the Japanese songs like You-aholic, Mr Taxi (Kor), I'm In Love With The Hero, Let It Rain. Personally I didnt really feel very high during this segment because I dont really like their Japanese songs and it doesnt have much of an impact on me, so I wasnt very hyped up. Everything changed when the girls started Snowy Wish, because that was when they started moving towards the extended stage and interacting with the audience! Next was Kissing You, which really hyped up the crowd well because the fanchant for it is so simple and fun, Sones were all shouting "KISSING YOU BABY~ LOVING YOU BABY~"! Oh! followed after, and it was another get-high song where we all fanchanted along!






    Members' solo stages started. Hyoyeon did a dance segment of Don't Stop The Music, so the 3 of us were busy screaming for Hyoyeon the dancing queen! ^o^


    Next was Jessica playing the piano and singing her ballad, Almost, and she looked so pretty like princess. It was a really beautiful sight and Jessi was so goddess-y, it was almost unreal.



    My girl Sunny did 3, which was really hot and sexy! The male backup dancers were all pawing over her and I shouted "Don't touch her", hahaha! Thankfully though, she wore her new costume which didnt have the sheer see-through material, which is too sexy for my liking. I almost died watching her dance!


    Then was Tiffany & Taeyeon's Lady Marmalade duet, though it was more like strawberry and blueberry jam, hehe! TaeNy looked really cute (and abit sexy too) in their clothes, and their vocals were really awesome too!

    Group segment started, our girls came out in reflective figure-hugging blue costumes! Really defined and showed off their curves well. They did The Great Escape and Bad Girl, which are 2 of their Japanese songs. I quite like Bad Girl though, and the choreography made me laugh for a moment because it reminded me of that Chinese trot song which was superimposed with this choreoraphy and fitted well. Taeyeon appeared with Devil's Cry, which was really stunning! It was like a rock concert, but with amazing strong vocals and not horrible screeching. My eyes were totally glued on her! This was continued with Run Devil Run, and Beautiful Stranger!

    Costume change here to black&silver reflective suits instead, and it was full body so it was really sexy! For BS, they were in these full-length plastic containers and "hit" the plastic walls with poles. It was such a powerful performance! The Boys followed after, and the fanchant for this song was SO LOUD. By far the loudest fanchant I've ever heard, especially for the "G.G." part! I could almost feel the whole stadium vibrating. (Sooyoung mentioned in the press conference the next day that The Boys fanchant was loud too! Yay!) Hoot was after that, and since it's one of my favourite SNSD songs, I really enjoyed it alot ^^ It was the Rock remix, so it was dope!! 4 of them flew on the wires, so right in front of me was Seo like a real goddess flying!


    2nd part of members' solo stage started.

    Yuri did her really sexy dance, If. I loved it, it was really cool and hot!! Luckily she didnt wear the abs-baring shirt or else I would've been hypnotised by her small waist xD


    Sooyoung did Sway, a couple ballroom dancing sort of thing. Man, Sooyoung is really tall, and she's so skinny plus her legs are so long!


    Seohyun did Stuff Like That There, a cute song with her cute dancing! Kinda reminded me of a English musical kind of song, which tbh I feel it's quite Seohyun's style! Yoona danced to 4 Minutes, which was another sexy and hot performance! She danced with the vertical pole, which reminded me of Fei (I'm sorry hahah)... At the extended stage, the dancers 'ripped' her long pants off and she was wearing a really short pair of shorts! Hot!

    Taeng, Fany, Sunny, Jessi and Seo sang Danny Boy while seated on the stage's steps, wearing the lovely red and black clothing that resembled a marching band. They're the 5 that can really sing, so I felt really proud of them and was just basking in the eargasmic song. Next was "Complete", which was another beautiful ballad. Surprisingly, I didnt cry during this song, because most people said that this is one of the most tear-jerking Soshi songs. But I really loved it, because Soshi makes my life complete. Next was My Child, which is one of my favourite songs of the concert because of the cute boat that goes across the stage! When at the middle extended stage, Taeng grabbed a huge bunch of confetti and showered them on Sunny! Oh, my Dandyu feelings!



    Costume change to the blue&white striped shirts with pink shiny pants. Naengmyun was so cute, I loved it! ;) I like the fact that although it's kind of Jessi's song, the girls always perform it with much enthusiasm and cuteness! HaHaHa song followed, and once again it's another cute song! ^^ You can really feel how pretty and cute and nice the girls are; they were all roaming on stage and trying to give the most fanservice that they could!



    Gee was really cute too, especially during the Babo part, I got a photo of Yoona attacking Jessi for revenge! Forever was next, and I had goosebumps because this is another favourite song of mine. I could feel that the concert was ending, and I didnt want it to end yet... This was the fake ending, where we all screamed for the encore...

    As expected, the girls were back! Liked the clothes here, it was the concert shirt, but of course the girls' ones were special like some were ripped and stuff... Into The New World was so amazing, I think it's one of the best songs ever for a debut! Things got really high here, and since it was the encore stage, everyone stood up and was cheering! The atmosphere felt really great! Himnae was next, and we planned for a pink Kallang Wave to happen, but I would say it was quite fail, oops... But this was another fun song, yay! Lastly, the girls ended with Fantastic... Saw Yoona playing with a fan's gift Rilakkuma, and then Sunny approached her, took the Rilakkuma and threw it into the moshpit! Many people tried to grab it and you could see the Rilakkuma flying about, haha!




    The girls then stood in a row did the famous 90 degrees Soshi bow... It looked beautiful and emotional, even though it's just them bowing. Then they walked to both sides of the extended stages to thank all the fans. When they came over to my side, I was trying so hard for Sunny to see me & my board; as well as Madel's. AND SHE REALLY SPOTTED ME ALKHFHKDSFS!!!!! SHE DID AEGYO FOR ME OH MY GODDD SHE DID JU-BU-AE FOR ME!! She looked at me, put her 2 fists beside her cheeks and puffed up her cheeks! Then she stuck out her tongue and went ":P" SO CUTEEE!! I was screaming and jumping with joy and happiness and excitement and everything! Thank you so much Sunny, for noticing my fanboard and giving me what my fanboard requested for. I love you so much!



    Overall, Seohyun came to my side alot, and she gave out so much fanservice, such a nice girl! Taeyeon was so pretty and small, and her complexion seems really good! She's flawless, really. I was honestly stunned by her beauty. Fany was so adorable, and her english was so cute! Her eyesmile melted me. Sooyoung's so tall and skinny, and her legs are so long they seem to go on forever. Hyoyeon was very friendly and nice, giving lots of fanservice to everyone too! I didnt notice much of Yuri and Yoona, sadly... They did come over to my side. They're very pretty and skinny too, especially Yuri who's so hot! Jessica was energetic and seemed quite happy too! Sunny, my favourite girl, was super nice and friendly!! She gave fanservice to almost everyone who had her towel/fanboard! So lovely! I dont understand how she can be so cute and sexy at the same time, she's perfect! She came to my side for only 4 times, and spotted Madel & I for 2 times! 1st was that she POINTED AT US!!! :D Woohoooo! Then 2nd was the finale where she did aegyo for me heh.

    The entire concert felt like a dream, felt like it was so much shorter than 3 hours, felt so surreal... I still can't believe I actually watched my 9 girls on stage, can't believe I was part of the pink ocean. Just when I was having a crisis of my wavering support towards SNSD, this concert really defined everything clearly for my heart. I'm still a Sone, and I still love my 9 girls very much.






    Wednesday, November 30, 2011
    MAMA 2011: Missing out on miss A


    Today marks the end of my 3 days of stalking miss A. At the beginning, I was really excited about seeing them, because I fell in love with them so much more after meeting them during their trip to Singapore for the showcase. Especially Fei, my beautiful goddess... To me, for MAMA 2011, miss A was my focus. I had no intention of looking for the other artistes, not even SNSD. All I wanted was to see miss A, and pass my gifts to Fei&Jia.

    27/11/11, Sunday
    miss A was to arrive today, but without Min because she hurt her neck :( Since they were coming from Taiwan with SJ, I was really worried about the airport crowd cuz there's alot of hardcore ELFs, and Say As would really have no chance at the airport. In the end, the artistes arrived from CIP terminal, and some inconsiderate fans banged on my girls' van! Suzy, Fei and Jia were friendly enough to wave to the fans, but yet the fans were so rowdy and made my girls shocked!

    Anyway I went to MBS early, because I wanted to recce the area, haha. Was quite shocked to see a special area designated for fans, "Fan-Gazing Area", where there are barriers around the area and chairs for fans to sit and wait. It was quite empty, only a handful of fans waiting for 2NE1. Turns out 2NE1 went to SIS to rehearse right after they landed, so most of the fans left for SIS. Then when miss A & SJ's flight arrival timing was nearing, there was more fans... Met Arashi and Qiying, my new friends who are hardcore Say As too, heh! We waited till almost 10PM, with no results. I had actually waited for 7 hours today, just to see miss A, but I saw no one...

    28/11/11, Monday
    Min arrived in the morning! Arashi had things on today, she was not able to stalk with us. I went to SIS at around 1PM to wait for miss A. Met Kaiteng and a China fan, made friends with her. According to the China fan, she heard miss A rehearsing GBB! I was really shocked and abit upset because I actually missed it! ;A; Tried eavesdropping, but all I heard was unfamiliar tunes... Then, suddenly I saw David oppa, miss A's manager! Total shock of my life, I ran down the stairs towards him! Passed him Arashi and my gifts for Fei & Jia, but surprising his first sentence was "For Min?" I said "No, all!". He looked quite different from in photos.. I used to think he's quite cute, according to my memory of him from the showcase. He's quite big-built and buff, but his complexion isnt very good... :/ I saw a mini-bus driving in, and saw Hwayoung unnie! :O She's the JYP choreographer whom I also met in Korea. I really had my hopes up that miss A would be rehearsing, but I didnt hear them at all... Qiying came over, then we left for MBS together.

    At MBS, there was alot of fans waiting too. Saw this stylist pushing a rack of clothes, turned out to be for Koda Kumi's dancers. Went to The Shoppes to try our luck, but it all came to naught. We almost met Bom too, ALMOST. We were there for a few hours, and Bom was too! She was in a lingerie shop, and then spent 1 hour in Chanel. We could've met her, but we were too late. When we found out and went to Chanel, she had just left and returned to the hotel... Waited around till 7.30PM, then we gave up and went home. Spent 6.5 hours waiting, all for nothing.

    Anyway, nobody saw any of my girls for the entire day, which was weird. I guess miss A has really good ninja skills ^^ Being able to leave for rehearsal and stuff without getting spotted. I wonder if they went out for shopping (*ahem* Jia & Fei are such shopping queens), or they really stayed in the hotel the entire day! Suzy must be glad if they stayed in, she's such a lazy bum hehe. Oh wait, but someone said at almost 12AM that they havent returned to the hotel yet. I wonder where they went, without getting recognized at all!

    29/11/11, Tuesday
    MAMA 2011 is today! Arashi's friend works in MBS, room service sector and actually got to serve them breakfast, which they ordered from room service! Jia even requested for Straits' Times, which is kind of weird because her English isnt that good. Kyaaa, so lucky, I also want to deliver food to my girls!

    I didnt buy tickets for MAMA, because I foresaw that I would be bored. Out of the many artistes and celebrities present, I'm only interested in SNSD, miss A and 2NE1. Not very worth it, I would feel really bored when the others are performing. I didnt go to red carpet either, because I'm not the type who enjoys queueing and squeezing with others. So I stayed home the entire day to watch the entire broadcast from 4PM to 10PM! :)

    When miss A appeared on the red carpet, I was so excited I almost cried! Min's coconut tree hair was so cute! Suzy is cute and pretty as always! Fei was rather friendly, but her goddess aura was definitely overflowing! Jia was really cool lika boss! Jia's pants were kinda ajumma-ish and see-through, people said she was JYP's plastic pants protege, LOL. Fei's shirt was the same style as Jia's pants, so it was kinda see- through too, people said they came in a set!

    SNSD's red carpet dresses were all so pretty! It was rather melon-ful too... Sica's one really shocked me :X They're so inconsistent tbh hahah. They looked so beautiful and pretty! Loved Seobb's hair too! ^^

    During the actual performances, once miss A came out, I started crying! Seeing them performing such a Chinese-Kungfu style remix of GBB was really quite surprising in a good way! Jia started off with her high flexibility moves, as usual. Oh my, her stare was so intense I could feel it even through the TV screen! Her split at the end, I thought she was just stepping on the dancers hands, but it turns out that the dancers were actually holding onto poles, and she did a split on the poles! :O It's so dangerous, Jia please dont do that again, we're all so worried for you! Fei's fan dance was so awesome!! She even did her famous "electric fan dance" too, spinning at a high speed but yet still so stable and not dizzy at all! Love this girl so much! Although she dropped her fan, but her performance was still great! Dear, you need to stop being so hard on yourself! When all 4 girls came out, I was pretty worried for Min because she had hurt her neck while practising for these performances :( There's one part where she gave a "omg I'm so sorry!" expression because she accidentally kicked her dancer's head, it's so funny I kept replaying it and laughed hehe. Their collab with Vision Wei Chen was pretty cool too, my 2 Chinese girls doing Kungfu Fighting, hiyak~

    I was so proud of my girls winning Best Dance Performance too! Although we were losing votes-wise, we won in the end! I really cried, because I felt so happy that GBB gained recognition! Afterall, Hwayoung's the choreographer and she really did a great job! GBB definitely deserved to win, it had the best choreography amongst the other songs!

    At around 9:30, Fei tweeted! I was quite shocked because she would never use her phone during such awards ceremonies, then I realised miss A was MIA from MAMA! So there was a photo of miss A with the dancers that appeared online, and I was really afraid that miss A would leave on this night, because it was confirmed that Suzy was leaving tonight because she had IY2 filming the next day. Thankfully, people met Jia & Min at the after party in the Skypark (I think Fei doesnt like such stuff...), so we could kind of confirm that they would at least stay till the next day.

    30/11/11, Wednesday
    Had a pretty rough start. My phone totally died on me, and I had to use an ancient black&white phone as a spare. I lost some of my recent contacts as well, so I had to wait for Qy&Arashi to tweet me their numbers or else I couldnt find them. Anyway we were sure that miss A was still in Singapore and didnt leave on the 9:25AM plane, so we headed to MBS. Didnt meet miss A at all, but heard that 2NE1 was at the Skypark so we attempted to sneak in! We were almost successful, until the guards outside the lift at the Skypark asked us for the hotel room access card and obviously we didnt have it... Dayum.

    Went back to lobby, and we spotted Huh Gak! Since he's not really an idol, the fans werent exactly excited hahah. I took a photo of him. Then we heard that while we were trying to sneak into the Skypark, 2 members of A PINK actually walked out from the lobby and went to The Shoppes! Since Qy liked A PINK too, we went to find them! We were walking when suddenly we saw Huh Gak again, haha! We greeted him and then continued walking. Suddenly I saw 2 pretty girls on the opposite side of the "river", walking back towards the hotel, and alerted Qy&Arashi, because they felt like Korean stars to me and it was probably the A PINK members who went shopping! True enough, it was HaYoung and NaEun! It was quite coincidental because I've actually met NaEun before, outside CUBE in Korea before she debutted ^^ But they were unusually cold to us and quickened their footsteps, which made us rather puzzled because Qy said that A PINK members are all very nice and friendly. I was pretty chill and relaxed, strolling behind them, while Qy and Arashi were trying to catch up with them but we still kept a respectful distance of about 3 metres :)

    Back at the hotel, we waited till almost 2+ before deciding to head to the airport. 2 white vans were outside, and it was 2NE1 and A PINK! Asked around, and true enough, miss A had entered the transit area already. We were too late. I was really upset and distraught, as I had not seen them the entire 4 days they were here, despite my efforts to see them. Not even a glance... Decided to just send 2NE1 and A PINK off since they were here. CL and Minzy were rather quiet and did not really respond to fans. I think it's just CL's swag, which I could feel hahah and my favourite 2NE1 member is CL too! She just gave small waves and stuff, and didnt really look when fans called her name. Dara was very friendly and nice, and she even spoke Tagalog with the Filipino fans present! Bom was friendly as well, and signed some autographs. Even in the transit area, there were fans waiting, and they signed autographs for them as well!

    Spent 4 hours waiting today...... &I didnt even get to see them leave.



    So it was the end of the 4 days when miss A was in Singapore. &I did not see them a single time. I'm really sad, because I really wanted to see them very badly, my mind is really focused on them. When seeing A PINK and 2NE1, I didnt feel a single thing at all, I wasnt excited, my heart wasnt racing. All I thought of was how I missed seeing my miss A girls by just abit. I wanted to see Fei very badly, I wanted to see her again, witness her goddess aura even though she's in casual clothing. I wanted to witness some JiaMin moments, some JiaFei moments, hear Jia and Fei speak in Mandarin. I wanted to see what Fei was wearing, because her shoes are always the same few pairs and she loves her checkered jacket. I wanted to see miss A, one of the top 3 groups that I really love with my heart. 17.5 hours waiting. Patience, perseverance, I've got them all. I just didnt get to see you girls.

    I wanted to, I tried to, but I never got to.




    Sunday, September 18, 2011
    Bright lights, city night.


    Promos are coming in a week's time, and I really shouldn't be here...... This is contradicting to what I'm doing right now as I type this post, but I want to do relatively well for my promos. At least skip a grade from my JCT results which were horrid. Huge mistake when I thought that JCTs werent important. It's not like secondary schools' MYEs which do not really have a major impact. Who knew that failing JCTs=meeting VP/P, and having to drop a subject to H1? With no room for discussion? Thankfully I didnt fall into this category, but I barely made it either. So yep, to my juniors who are reading this, please do work hard for your J1 JCTs, even if your classmates fool around, stop them cuz they're gonna regret it!



    I am terribly upset that I am unable to see miss A for their 3rd trip to Singapore. I havent even met them before, even though they've already came twice. I dont think I'll ever see them, even though I want to see Fei very badly :(




    Thursday, July 07, 2011
    2 angels: Janice and Sonia


    Airport (7/7):
    Reached at 5PM, and I was really hungry hahah. Saw the organizers from thOh/TAB, so was quite confirmed it was at the gate where I was waiting hahah. Then Shuying and Joelle came, and we did a veryyy last minute paper fanboard for them! My handwriting was so horrible that we were all too shy to hold it up LOL! Waited for quite awhile after drawing the fanboard, and we spotted the 2 girls with their manager! Waited till they walked nearer towards the glass before putting it up. Sonia saw it first, smiled, waved, then told Janice to look at it. Heheh, so we got waves from both of them before they took their luggage!

    When they came out, there was around 20 people waiting for them. They were really friendly and nice! Sonia is really cute, just as expected! Her high pony tail is so cute, it bounces when she walks! Janice was mature, just as I had expected. She looked abit tired too. Both of them arent very tall, around 165-167cm? So everyone had like gifts for them, and I too managed to pass the 2 bottles of Vitamin Water I bought for them, with a small note in the plastic bag! :)

    Everyone got to take individual photos with them, and they happily signed autographs for everyone! We didnt ask for autographs since we were going to meet them on Sat again hahah. When I took my photo, I mustered courage to put my arms around both of them hehe but it cant be seen in the photo :P Shook hands with Janice too hehe! We chatted abit with them as well, and since there were quite a few of the fans who came after school, Janice asked "So you guys came here after school?" "How did you guys come to the airport?" "Are all of you students?" Hahah! In between, Sonia kept calling out for their manager Andy! Oh gosh, her voice was so sweet! I can still remember it! "Andy~"

    After everyone got their photos&signature, Andy took a video of the twins talking about arriving in Singapore, then us fans got to cameo in the video! All we did was cheer for them hahah, so I guess we're gonna appear in the next Jayesslee/Jayessleetv video, woohoo! :D We took a group photo too! :D It was a really amazing and wonderful airport experience, because it wasnt crowded at all, there was so much fanservice, they were so nice, and we were all in such close contact! :)


    Show (8/7):
    Shuying&I got lost for awhile, before we finally found the place... We were the around the 50+ people in the queue! Joelle&her sis then joined us... When we were getting tagged, we realised we were actually in the GUEST LIST! :O Sounds so cool right!!! And we kinda queued for nothing :/

    Entered, and we were at the 2nd row! :) Superrr near, if I reached out and stretched, I could touch their feet! The distance between me and Sonia was only 1metre! The opening act, Siti Zahidah was good! Her partner guitarist was really cool too! :O

    JAYESSLEE WAS THE BOMBBB! They're sooo amazing, they're nice both inside and out. It was such an amazing experience, I can't even put it in words. So they entered, and they sang their first song standing up! They sang so many songs I kind of lost track! They also had small chitchats in between each song!

    Song setlist:
    Price Tag
    Breakeven
    Coming Home
    Lonely (Korean Song)
    Just The Way You Are
    Fireflies
    What Faith Can Do
    주님 내가 여기있사오니/Lord I'm Here
    Failure In Disguide
    Nobody
    Baby
    Officially Missing You

    Pricetag was a good starting song, because Janice beatboxed and Sonia rapped!!! I was so amazed! I was literally gaping and "OH MY GOD JANICE IS BEATBOXING!!!!" was in my head! I was really shocked, because I didnt know that she could do it! I'm so proud of her! :) So for the first song, I was pretty much staring at Janice throughout, I was really awestruck! Oh, and for this first song, they were standing up! After this, they sat down on the high stools.

    Breakeven and Coming Home were the first few songs, and I got pretty emotional I almost cried... These 2 are one of my favourites of their covers! I expected myself to cry, but luckily the tears were just welling in my eyelids! It just felt so surreal that I was listening to them live, they sing so well it's unbelievable!

    They talked about how people asked them questions about how it is to be twins! They talked about how they have to share their clothes, and how sometimes they have telepathy!
    Janice: The good thing about being twins is, we get to share clothes. *beams*
    Sonia: The bad thing about being twins is, we HAVE to share clothes... *pouts*
    So Sonia asked how were their outfits because they coordinated them, and I shouted "awesome!" Since I was pretty near the stage, she smiled at me hehe! They also asked what food should they eat in Singapore, so Sy&I shouted "laksa!" Sonia said "Ka....tong?" Hahah they know! :D

    Then, they also talked about their mother, who lost a 7 year battle with cancer. It was about how Janice&Sonia started to strengthen their faith in God thru their mother. They sang the Korean hymn, and I felt very touched even though I'm a free thinker :)

    They were also looking out for twins in the crowd, and there was a pair! So they got invited on stage (how lucky!), and got to take a photo with them! Janice passed her iPhone to this guy in front of me, and wanted him to help them take the photo! Since I made friends with the guy, and Janice&Sonia and the twin bros were preparing their photo arrangement, I told the guy to quickly take a selca of ourselves! So around 4-5 of us squeezed and we took a photo with Janice's personal iPhone! TOTAL WIN! :D Then he helped them take the photo, and I think Janice doesnt know about it! Can't imagine how shocked she will be when she sees it, hahah! This is by far one of the craziest things I've ever done!

    Then they also talked about doing shows with other youtubes, and mentioned Ryan Higa hahah.
    Janice: Any Niga Higa fans in the house?
    Crowd: YEAH!!
    Janice: Hey! You came for Jayesslee!

    Janice&Sonia also sang a short part of 2NE1's Lonely, which they said they're going to cover soon on Youtube! Yay, I can't wait, cuz Lonely is such a beautiful song, and Janice&Sonia's vocals will definitely accentuate the lovely song! They said they havent memorised the lyrics yet, so they got their manager Andy to bring out a Macbook, probably with the lyrics/chords on the screen. At first when they were hinting about the song, they said stuff like "who's feeling lonely?" "anyone into Kpop here?" so I quickly shouted "2NE1's Lonely!" Sonia heard me (again) and smiled at me again, awww!

    Janice was saying that they were singing a song that was suitable to be a lullaby, and it turned out to be Fireflies! It was really good too! During Just The Way You Are, Janice used 2 shakers! The first was shaped like an apple, and honestly I was wondering "What is she gonna do with the apple? Give it to a fan?" But ends up it was a shaker shaped like an apple! It's featured the Breakeven cover video at the ending, haha! Then they sang Failure In Disguise, which is an original song by them! It's quite a slow ballad, and it was really beautiful... It's not up on their Youtube yet, but I hope it will be on it soon! It's just perfect.

    Janice also taught us the Nobody dance, and wanted us to dance along while they sang! After that, I could see Sonia cueing Janice on what song to sing next, and saw Sonia mouth the words "baby". As expected, Janice asked who was a fan of Justin Bieber, and said that they had watched his move "Never Say Never" 4 times already! Sonia was kind of fangirling, putting her hands to her face and squealing!

    Oh, in the beginning, everyone were given pieces of paper! So, JS told us to write what we want to say to them onto the paper, fold it into a paper airplane, and throw it towards the stage! :) Janice: "When you throw your paper plane, aim at Sonia." It's so cute and lovely how they engage fans in activites like these. They said they loved fanmail, and they really do read every single message, so they had this activity planned for us and they're gna bring all the planes back home with them!

    It ended with Officially Missing You, and the entire show felt so fast... I shouted "가지마!" when they went off the stage, hope they heard me! :( It was around 2 hours, but definitely felt shorter than that! Throughout the show, Janice kept checking her iPhone for the time haha! I think it was because they weren't wearing any watches.


    While watching them sing, I was really staring hard at them. They're so beautiful. Their noses are high yet small, they have nice cheekbones, and they have dimples! Due to my angle, I was somewhat staring at their mouths, and this may seem absurd, but I kept thinking to myself "oh gosh... the melodious voices are coming out from their mouths!" I realised that they open their mouths quite wide when they sing (which is good!) While singing, Sonia always closes her eyes, while Janice has them half-open. :) Sonia's voice is much stronger and higher, while Janice's voice is abit lower and softer, so most of the time, the voice you hear would probably be Sonia's.

    Oh, and I had lotsssss of eye contact with Sonia (maybe due to the fact that she's closer to me?), but maybe only 1 with Janice? Quite saddening with the fact that I like Janice a teeny weeny bit more, hahah! But I found a photo where she looked into my camera, so maybe I just didnt notice! Sonia was sweet enough to pose for a photo for my camera, but I didnt manage to catch it in time ;_; When Janice was singing, Sonia would look at her; and while Sonia was singing, Janice would look at her! It's so comforting to see them looking out for each other! Sometimes, they would look at each other as well, and those are some of my favourite parts! Luckily I got a photo of it! :D


    Meet&Greet (9/7):
    Jumped out of bed literally! :) What a good way to start the day! I want every morning to be like this, when I'm actually happy to wake up early (9AM)! Printed photos, bought bread for the girls! Met Sy at Orchard, and bought a scarf from F21, and 2 notebooks from Taka! I hope they'll like it! :) Stoned for 3 hours before it was time! Guess we met too early :P Also, the meet&greet was pushed from 4 to 530, then to 615! We went to the 2nd level of TAB, waited awhile.

    The girls came out!! They were dressed in skirts and heels, unlike yesterday's chic casual style. Today's style was probably ANGELS! When they walked in, Sonia was high-fiving the people at the corridor! I wanted one too, but I only waved and they didnt even see it :(

    Everyone went in pairs. The girl from the first pair kind of pounced on them and asked them to sign her guitar! J&S were like "Are you sure? :O", I think they're really shocked and didnt see that coming! I had planned to do it actually too, wanting them to sign on my guitar, but my dad didnt allow :'( It would probably have been a very good motivation for me to improve on my guitar skills! J&S were really nice and sweet to each and every pair! They even sang Officially Missing You for one of the pairs, lucky ducks! Yiwei got them to record a video on her own camera!

    When it was our turn, my heart was thumping and I felt as though I was about to cry! Tears were almost welling up in my eyes! We approached them, and they greeted us with smiley and happy faces! The nervousness within me dispersed at once! I was standing closer to Sonia, so I kept looking at her and talked to her more than I did with Janice. SY and I took out our gifts and explained to them what the gifts were for! Sy told them about the card and that we printed nice photos from yesterday night's show for them. I told them that there's food inside and that they should probably eat it tonight, and Sonia went "awwww!" Then I told them that there's 2 notebooks and a scarf inside, since yesterday night they shared that the good/bad thing of having a twin is having to share clothes! So I joked that we only bought 1 scarf so they could share it, haha! I stuttered during this part though, I was getting nervous! But Sonia looked into my eyes and said to me" That's so thoughtful!" Kyaaa, I almost melted! Then, we took photos with them, on both digital cameras and polaroids! We also got them to sign several photos that we had printed out before hand, as well as the polaroid! While signing the photos that we took from yesterday's show, they commented that they liked the photos that we took! Janice even said it twice! "Oh, this is a really good shot!" I still remember she said it while Sonia was signing her solo photo :) They also liked Janice's solo shot! While signing the airport photo, I quickly added in that we went to the airport to welcome them, and Sonia said "Wow, you guys are awesome!" :) I felt so happy! Halfway, since the crowd had already entered the 1st floor, the MC announced that there was going to be an autograph session, and the crowd cheered loudly! I told Sonia "wow the crowd is the loud tonight!" And she smiled and laughed! We were rushed, so we ended with a hug! I felt that my hug with Sonia was longer, LOL! I told her that I had been waiting for years for them to come, and she said "aww, thank you!" Then I went over and hugged Janice, and finally got a good look at her. I exclaimed "oh my god, you're so pretty!", and she said "thank you!" Hahaha! I probably said that about 4-5 times throughout the entire session!

    So we had to leave since we didnt have tickets for the night's show... Lingered for awhile at the 2nd floor, and then Yw told me that the door beside us was their waiting room! I stood and tried to read the sign, and Andy walked out, giving me a shock, haha! Then he left the door ajar, so Sy and I peeked in! Janice saw me, smiled and waved! :P I didnt expect that, hahah! Sy said she saw Sonia's shoes at a corner, LOL, guess they take off their heels too when they arent performing uh!



    This entire Jayesslee event has made me feel so blessed. 3 consecutive days of seeing them, this is something I can live with everyday. It's when realities are better than dreams. Airport, the show, meet&greet. The 3 days have been very very memorable for me, something that I would never ever forget. Being so close and personal with the twins, I feel really lucky, honoured, grateful, and most of all, loved. I love how they really love their fans.

    Their voices. It's so melodious, so beautiful. When they speak, it's as if they're singing! Yes, it is THAT melodious. I love their Aussie accent as well! It's not exceptionally Aussie, since it doesnt have that strong twang, haha, but their accent is lovely for sure! Their eyes are so mezmerising and charming; their teeth is so neat and straight; their noses are so small and high; their skin is so smooth and clear. They're really perfect. Talented, and beautiful. And best of all, there's 2 of them!

    Janice and Sonia, are really just nice, lovely, cute, pretty, beautiful, sincere, cheery girls. They're so sincere, and always sound so happy when they meet their fans! I could really feel their sincerity during the meet&greet! Yes, they aren't exactly celebrities, but their popularity is not to be underestimated! However, they feel like girls-next-door, except alot nicer and prettier. I would rush home everyday if they were my neighbours!

    I've always been watching their videos online, fan video recordings etc., and always wondered when would it be my turn to watch them. I promised myself that I would make it to their show if they would ever come to Singapore, which seemed impossible at first. It came true, and even now, it still feels as though it didnt happen. Waiting for more than a year, just for this 3 days to come. 3 days of being upclose and personal with Janice and Sonia. I'm a happy fangirl!






    Saturday, June 18, 2011
    After School, minus Bekah.


    When I saw news on Twitter that Bekah was leaving After School.
    First feelings were mixed, confused. I didnt know what was happening, there wasn't alot of explanations either.
    Trawled through tweets, read misskahi.com. Asked around, especially on Twitter.
    It's times like these when you realise the power of the internet. How fast news can spread.


    I cried upon seeing all the encouragements, as well as sadness and emptiness felt by the fans.
    Bekah's graduation is really sudden. Unexpected. Too soon.
    Nobody saw it coming. We don't want it to happen. And why Bekah?
    But then, it all made sense.
    To be honest, Bekah sort of gave clues in her recent tweets. But no one noticed.
    "우리 팬들... 감사합니다~ 진심으로... 사랑해요~ 힘이너무됏어요~ 막방을끝낫어요... 사랑해요.. 굿빠이:)" Saying "goodbye" in the tweet about their last stage for Shampoo...
    "Thank you everybody....it was a GREAT last show... love u guys:) God bless u~ " Who knew her last show, really meant last show?
    "Thanks everybody~ you guys are the best~ God Bless you guys for realzzzzzz~<3"
    The other members' emo, sad, depressed, complicating tweets last week... They all made sense.
    Who wouldn't be upset if one of their fellow members, an important one at that since she's the rapper alongside Kahi.
    The only one who's fluent in English and is able to communicate with foreign fans well.
    The one whose Korean isn't very good, but her mistakes provides laughter for the other girls and they help her to improve.
    The Hawaiian girl whom we all love, who loves to draw, who likes to share bits and pieces of her life with us, who always replies to fans' tweets.
    The American whose hard work and effort you can really see.
    Our Bekah, who has transformed from the fierce rapper during debut, to the current lovely girl who even has singing lines.


    I didnt know how to express my thoughts about Bekah's graduation. So I editted some song lyrics.
    This is from After School's Diva rap part. Bekah's part.
    "우리 사랑이 종요해 No matter what you are our Bek! <3"

    And this, from The Script's Breakeven.
    "What am I supposed to do when the best part of A.S. was always you? What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and so are you. Playgirlz are falling to pieces, yeah. Playgirlz are falling to pieces......"


    I probably shouldnt feel this way, but suddenly there was a tiny sense of luckiness and I was glad.
    At least I managed to see Bekah at the HTW concert.
    The only overseas venue where After School performed Shampoo.
    The only overseas venue with 9 members all in full attendance.
    The last overseas venue where we see Bekah as an After School member.


    Suddenly, this feels like the Sunmi-Wonder Girls situation all over again.
    With how Avex is already recruiting a new Japanese member for After School's Japanese activities. Like how Lim had joined Wonder Girls immediately after Sunmi started her break to study.
    So I'm telling myself:
    Bekah isn't LEAVING After School. She's merely graduating.
    Just like how Sunmi didnt leave Wonder Girls. She's merely taking a break to study.


    The graduation of another 1st generation member. We only have Kahi, JungAh and Jooyeon left.
    Although there's a saying that goes 旧的不去,新的不来;
    But it is in times like these when I don't want to get rid of the old to welcome the new.
    Suddenly, the first generation members feel so precious to me. Because they're the ones whom I have loved since Diva era. Yes, I got to know After School from the beginning of 2009.
    Kahi, JungAh, Jooyeon. I can't bear to see any of them graduate from After School...
    Watching After School grow from 5, to 6, to 7, to 8, to 9. And I think, we should just stick with these 9.
    Park Kahi, Kim Jungah, Lee Jooyeon, Kim Uie, Rebekah, Raina, Im Nana, Park Lizzy, Noh E-young.







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